RAWR!!! THAT IS MORE THAN 4HOURS AND 12MINUTES CAUSE I ACTUALLY PAUSED AND RESTARTED A FEW TIMES D< STUPIIID! WHY ARE YOU LOADING SO SLOWLY!? I WANNA PLAY YOU DDDDDDDDDDDDD':

Okay.. HOW EFFING CUTE IS THIS!?
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It's 5 in the morning and I still can't sleep. I guess it's partially coffee's fault ): Sigh.

Anyways, rolling around, I can't help but to stare up thinking about the events from sec 2, 3 and 4. Sorting out my feelings and mind because it's really messy now.

I suppose love isn't always so simple. It took me a chain of events and 1 and a half years to realise I actually love you. Weird as it is but I guess... sometimes, it takes a few wash to remove a stain.

Yay~ I feel clearer about myself now. Shall not elaborate any further since this blog isn't personal whatsoever. I'm going to -try- to sleep now(again -.-). Nights!

I came back, exhausted. I wanted to sleep early so I hit the sheets at 9+. Slept for about an hour before my dad woke me up because he thought something was wrong with me -.- Tired, I still can't go back to sleep goddammit.

And I fucking hate it when people open my room door wide open just to leave it wide open. My aircon is turned on you bloody cunt. I can't stand light entering the room when I'm fucking trying to sleep. Jesus Christ! Why are some people so inconsiderate! Do I have to do everything in the bloody house -.-

Today, I found out my little sister might have A.D.D. lol. I think it's normal in a way but then now I'm wondering. Why is it, my family is so bloody fucked? I think, I'm the only normal one with nothing wrong with my body. Mummy can't walk, Daddy is old and hasn't really planned for the family(yeah, after 16years lol), Jeff is drunk and now Jessie with this. My immune system is rather good and I can restraint myself from "pleasurable" things. I'm not allergic to anything and I'm not suffering from any disease or virus. Sigh. But I can't really complain can I now? There are people far worse off than me. This just makes me want to grow up quicker. I'm scared what may happen in the few years to come. But, let's just pray and anticipate for whatever, worse or better. This maybe too soon, but I think it's time for me to start planning what will happen 10 years from now. 26. What will I be doing at the age of 26? :/

Edit: Paranormal Activity is making me feel like pissing ): Scaryyy

Oh and Happy 7th Month ♥

I havn't blogged in a while now. Exams are over and school is taking over. Boohoo. Fuck it all. We have extended programme and because of our terrible attendence, the school thinks it's funny to call our parents if we don't attend. Guess what, I'm not planning on attending anyhow. What I've been looking forward to since god knows when is ruin and gone. Canceled. No more. I worked from a bloody F9 to an A2 for maths just because I wanted to reward myself with a nice feeling of achievement when I'm celebrating the ending of our exams. But oh, it's really all gone now. Any idea how shitty this makes us feel? I hate the school with all my guts and I hope one day, when I leave, I'll only bring back a few previous memories. The friends I made, the grades I managed to achieve, the teachers who DESERVE to be remembered and the small celebrations we had. It's really sad because we can't spend our last few days with some of our classmates who will be leaving school next year. Sigh. How selfish can you guys get? Really. Get a life.

Oh oh~ Anyways, today Emily came over cause she wanted to study lol. Reached here around 6-ish and we started snacking. I decided that during the holidays, I'll try to cook as much as possible. I need to depend on myself more right? And to plan our family finance and saving. Also, I need to do more cleaning. I think, it's really time to grow up. I'm going to be 17 next year and time flies so quickly. My birthday, in about 5 months time. Wow.

We cooked japanese curry. Apparently my dad only bought the sauce mix so we had to add whatever ingredients we had in the kitchen. Decided to add onion and carrots. We fried and boil and mixed and stir. Was really fun. Emily and I were joking about having a cooking show, "Cooking with ME" Michelle and Emily. Nice eh? ;D

Haha~ At least the holidays are starting off okay. Gonna go out for dinner with Ledia, Christine and Marvin tomorrow. Pizza hut :D

It's not that I'm procrastinating but instead, I'm being very, very, very- complacent. Sigh. Tomorrow is my exam day and I'm playing away~ At least I read through before and now. Haha. Anyways~ Here's Marvin and I dancing ;D

Good night. Wish me good luck :D

Sometimes visiting my blog is sickening. You know why? Cause of the lack of pictures! D: So I'mma put some drawings I doodled. Inspired by the upcoming holiday~ I don't care if we have extended programme or not. It'll still be holiday, nobody is gonna treat extended programme like school anyways. Sigh, it's better if they didn't even had it. Stupid extended programme ):

Anyways, the different forms of art. And I don't mean fine arts.

Doodling! :D

I suppose this will have to represent friends? Hehe. Moustache :D

Family anyone? (: Okay, This was totally from Beauty and the Beast.
And the dish ran away with the spoon!

And love of course ♥

And holidays = gaming! Yay! Too bad Dad is out of town. That'll mean I'll have to wait alittle longer for my PSP to be sent. :/ Ahh~ I still have Dragonica and Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days to play anyways :D Go slacking~!

Today, my Dad left for Vietnam. I think his flight as about 2 in the afternoon. I didn't know until my brother came back from the airport ): Nobody bothered to tell me he was leaving or else I would have said goodbye. I suppose no allowance this whole month, again. -.- Meh, still have money :D

I hope the three of you had a blast and make sure it's a memorable birthday! We only turn 16 once :D

Anyways, I hope you had a fun time today because I did indeed. Crying in the cinema just added to the significance of the date xD Haha. I'm glad you got everything you wanted but there is obviously more gifts to come (: Wait till Tuesday, Ledia and I will make you gain weight! Muahahaha! I know there have been a list of recent events which happened and I'm sorry for making you think you're not important for any part of our friendship. You mean alot to me and I'm sure that when we're going to say "Goodbye", it won't be a goodbye but instead, "See you later! ;D"

I hope our friendship won't die and I wish to see you at my wedding one day :D (no, not as the groom xD) and I wish I'll be attending yours :D It's true after secondary school, we'll move on and make more friends but noone ever said that making new friends meant throwing the older ones away. So, I hope that we'll still be uber close friends even after graduation and to treasure whatever moment we can have together now :D

I really hope in a few years time, you're wish will come true. I meant the wish about getting the potrait tattoo of your grandparents but Kat xD And if you're afraid it'll hurt, you can ask some of us along so we can hold your hand when it hurts the most. It'll be nice to visit L.A. anyways.

So here's my message, don't worry, I won't delete my blog so it'll stay here. ((: Take care dear!